journal catch up

I can't get enough of this little roomate. 

  3 of my boys, this morning. Very typical.

 Emmett's own words,

"I am umpa and you are hama." (umpa is my dad, hama is what he calls my mom)

 a cute picture Chelsey took of the kids last weekend. Really shows each of their true colors.

 love this girl and this common face!!!

 again, everyday life. boys wrestling, Adelle loving on Gage.

 last nights craft project

 the finished product... awesome. Found it here

crafting last night, again.

Man, time, don't have much these day!!!

It really kills me that my journal writing and my blogging is taking the back burner. I think it's so important and I love doing it.

Here is a catch up of life these days.

For the record!!

Jeff is the best.

Jeff helps me so much.

Jeff wants a farm.

Jeff and I are a team.

Jeff and I are reading "Life of Pi" slowly.

Jeff is my anchor.

Jeff is patient.

Braxton is rocking 1st grade.

Braxton wants to read all the time. 

Braxton loves school!
The girls at school (older and younger) love Braxton!! (he is a bit oblivious, but his teacher told me)

Braxton took the picture he gave to me of himself, back, to give to a girl in his class.

I didn't take it personally.

It made me smile.

Braxton tries so hard to do what is right.

Braxton is asking curious questions about Santa.
Braxton is emotional.

We made chore charts for FHE this week.

The kids love their new chores.

The chores are making for more one on on time with each kid.
The chores are set table, clear table, help with dishes. 

The chores rotate daily.

Adelle is a social butterfly.

Adelle got to go on a special date with my mom.

Adelle wants to eat cookies and candy all day.

Adelle thinks she is Emmett's mom.

Emmett doesn't like Adelle telling him what to do.

Adelle loves preschool.

Adelle doesn't like to do homework.

Adelle loves to dance and sing.

Adelle is so much help with Gage and Emmett!!!
Adelle is dramatic.
Adelle has been having nightmares.

Emmett loves the bath.

Emmett is diaper free day and night.

Emmett comes in our bed every morning/night.

Emmett comes to bed with us to play with the moles on Jeff's arm.

Emmett prays by himself now.

Emmett is a daddy's boy.

Emmett asks me for homework.

Emmett loves nursery at church.
Emmett is a ham.

Gage loves the shower.

Gage's hair spikes after he's had a shower.

Gage poops all the time.

Gage's mom eats a very fiberous diet.

I do laundry, constantly!

Gage is sleeping up to 5 hours at a time at night.

Gage is a beautiful baby.

Gage smiles all the time.

Gage weighs a whopping 14 lbs!!

I can't get enough sweet potatoes and squash.

I love making my kids healthy pancakes.

My mom gave me passes to a yoga class.

I have been going to yoga.

Yoga is exactly what I need.

I have been doing zumba.

My sister is an awesome zumba instructor.

My room is clean.

My bed is made.

Jeff and I  fight over the Kettle brand potato chips. 

I buy them and he eats them and I get mad.

I buy more and try to eat them before he gets to them.

Potato chips are so good!!!

I like the length of my bangs.

I wash my hair with baking soda.

I rinse with apple cider vinegar.

I have been making time for friends.

This is good.

I love people.

I went shopping with a friend.

People thought our babes in their carseats were twins.
I cut my aunts hair.

Christmas crafts are started.

My kids love doing crafts.

I love a tidy house.

I love doing crafts.

I can't figure out how to do both, at the same time.

Our weekends are busy until Christmas.

I want to give presents to everyone.

I don't have a wish list.

I want to go to Hawaii with my husband and kids.

I don't ask for much ;)

The end

The most wonderful time of the year

 most of us....

 Bryce and Chelsey

 from my seat on the carriage

 from Jeff's seat on the carriage

 waving to the passerby's

 the cutest thing ever, Emmett looking up and telling Santa that he wants legos for Christmas in his soft, slow, speech.

comfy cutie.

I love this time of year!
Let the festivities begin!

Thanksgiving was wonderful. I love Thanksgiving so much but apparently I was too busy baking pies, directing a play and getting my ZUMBA on to take any pictures.

I love Thanksgiving for multiple reasons. Here are the highlights for this year.

 I made homemade pumpkin pie with real pumpkin. We cooked the pumpkin in our crock pot, roasted the seeds, and didn't use any sugar! It was so delicious and my sweet little Emmett told me that the pumpkin pie was the best part of his Thanksgiving. Win.

Jeff and Braxton played in the much anticipated Turkey Bowl which left me home with 2,3, and 4 to bake and hang out and read books.

My sister who just started her own ZUMBA class did a free class on Thanksgiving and it was wonderful and exactly what I needed! Go Lesha! 

The day was clear and gorgeous.

We gathered out at my parents on the bay and enjoyed a wonderful meal with wonderful family and friends.

Jeff made a pear pie and it was a hit  (do you all know how much I love this man!)

I helped the kids put on a Thanksgiving play. It was fantastic. We had the cousins over for 2 practices, made hats, created a Mayflower boat out of cardboard, and they even sang a Thanksgiving song they had memorized. It was sweet. Adelle is a natural actress and Braxton is a bit of a perfectionist. 

Gage and I tagged along with Chelsey to hit the mall Thursday night. I didn't buy anything but I was happy to go and hang out with a lady who I love and who is so good to me and my family.

Chelsey also brought me more hand-me-downs which are always soooo appreciated. Especially after being pregnant it's so fun to get new, super stylish clothes!

We spent Friday at my parents again where we watched football, ate leftovers, and I even got a nap in their bed (there is something about a parents bed... it still feels like home and is so soft and comfy).

Then Saturday we hit up Fairhaven for free carriage rides and a visit with Santa.

I love where we live. I love growing up here and going to town and running into 500 people that I know. I love it.

thank you sisters

This post has been on my mind for at least a month. I have been writing it, and re-writing it in my head when I shower, when I walk, when I am driving in the car... Over and over and over. How do you express your heart felt thanks? How do you tell someone how much you appreciate their thoughtfulness? How do you ever begin to repay someone who has so easily and freely offered a service on your behalf. I feel so grateful. So full. So loved.

I like to be the one who hears, "thank you," from others. My kids thank me multiple times a day. I serve them constantly and I like it that way. That is who I am. I serve my husband and my family my friends and my neighbors. Not all the time, I'm just saying, I like to be the one who is doing the service.

Lately I have been more on the receiving end. It's a humbling place to be. I have thought a lot about the words "thank you." Are they enough? When I say them does the person I am speaking too actually understand how I feel? Do those words really express my heart felt gratitude?
Not really, right.
I don't know for sure but my heart is grateful.

This Thanksgiving I am thankful for my sisters. The women around me who see a need and fill it. The women who aren't even my good friends, but who are just other women who get it. Who have been there and who have the innate gift to give.

My mom, my sister, my grandmas and aunts, of course. My friends, yes. They have all helped me more lately than ever before. Folding laundry, bringing meals, watching kids, listening.... They are wonderful and I am not undermining them whatsoever. The visits, phone calls, prayers, emails and texts have all buoyed me up and I am so grateful for all of them.

But then there were the others. The other women.

There was the mom of the girl in Braxton's class who brought me dinner and homemade cookie dough when I had Gage. We know each other from dropping off our kids at the same school. That's it. She doesn't really know anything other than that and the only reason she knows where I live is because she drives by as we are walking to school and we wave.

There was the friend, of a friend, who I haven't seen or talked too for a good 3 years who called me the week before I went into labor and during our phone conversation said a prayer for me and asked God to bless my baby's delivery.

There was my dear midwife who delivered Adelle and Emmett and who saw me throughout my whole pregnancy with Gage and then was out of town during his delivery. (I knew this would be the case going into it by the way). The woman is in Europe for 3 weeks backpacking with her son and husband and on my darkest day after Gage was born she calls me, all the way from across the ocean, because she couldn't get me off of her mind. What? Just called to see how things were going.

There was the package we received from my brothers new mother in-law with the homemade gift for Gage.

There was Mary, a woman I had never even met, who was at my bedside during Gage's delivery holding my hand and offering encouraging words. Honest, a complete stranger who is interning to be a doula, in my room talking me through my labor. I can still see her face when I close my eyes. She came by the other day just to see how Gage and I were doing. I don't even know her last name.

Then there was the message I received on my phone a couple Sunday's ago. It was from someone who had never called me before. Never been to my house. Never gone on a play date with me. Never even really had a conversation with. We know each other very casually. This person takes her son to the same preschool my sister takes her son too. She had talked to my sister, heard I had had my baby, heard about the complications and called to say that she was bringing me something. That night she showed up on my doorstep with food, for me. Not for the family, just for me. Quinoa, apple and walnut salad, Cesar salad with homemade dressing.. Then she told me something like, "this is all for you. You need to take care of yourself and I know as a mom that is a hard thing to do."

These women all get it. They get me. We are all the same, really.

I don't know how to really thank these people. These women. These daughters of God who know who they are and why they are here.  Who know what it is like to think outside of themselves. I am so grateful. So proud to be one of these sisters. To be blessed with the divine quality of being a nurturer.

I want to be the woman who serves those who she doesn't even know. Who notices life outside of herself and acts on it. Who offers charity because she gets it.

I want to be the woman who changes someone else's life, for the good, because she noticed her.

Thank you sisters.

"We must cherish one another, watch over one another, comfort one another and gain instruction, that we may all sit down in heaven together." Lucy Mack Smith (Joseph Smith's mother).

la bebe

As of last week Gage was a whoppin' 11 lbs. 4 oz.

la bebe' is growing like a champ.

*and for the record I think his eyes may eventually be green, the green towel told the whole story*

Adelle's New Do

 Saturday was hair cut night for the boys.

 This happens often around our place. There are lots of boys here with lots of hair!

 Adelle had never had a hair cut. The girl is 4 years old!

Her hair was so cute and funny. It was long in some places, short in others. Curly in some spots, stick straight in others.

I have never suggested cutting Adelle's hair. Part of me has always wanted too but I wanted it to be her choice. You know, princesses have long hair and she is really into princesses right now.

Well, sure enough as I am cutting Emmett's hair she decides she wants her hair cut!

I asked her if she was being serious and she was. She really wanted a haircut.

So... after convincing Jeff that I could do it, we got started, I Pad in hand.

I watched a youtube video for cutting a girls bob and cut right along with it, pausing it so I could keep up.

And....

 Wa la!

Could she really get any cuter than that?

The cut was supposed to give her hair more body too which it really does.

 I can't get over how grown up she looks. I love it. I think this haircut fits her personality so well.

All day today and yesterday I just look at her in disbelief at how old she is getting.

Of course when we got out the camera she wanted a picture of her holding Gage.

Holy Cuteness!

Today's Top Eleven

1. Today our little Gagey baby is one month old!

2.  Emmett was officially in underwear all day!!!

3.  Emmett only gets the immediate urge to use the bathroom while I am nursing Gage. Needless to say Gage  has learned to latch a little tighter during the times in which I jump from our comfy nursing position and run to the bathroom to help Emmett.

4. Braxton had a meltdown today when I told him to just wear the pants, who cares if they are a little too big. We were getting ready for a bike ride/walk and he came out in tears.  I shortly told him to knock it off to which he very sadly and innocently replied, " I just want to be modest," before bursting into tears. Talk about breaking my heart and cracking me up all at the same time. 

Needless to say it stopped me in my tracks and I was able to talk to him and listen to him tell me that he didn't want his underwear showing. Dear boy.

5. Gramy stopped by with homemade banana bread.

6.  I walk in the bathroom to see Adelle standing up and peeing in one of the cups she was playing with in the bath. I ask her what she is doing and she says, "going potty in the cup like you do at the doctor."

Maybe she has been to one to many of my prenatal appointments.

7. Emmett pooping on the toilet! Times 2!

8. Emmett excusing himself from Family Home Evening because he had to go potty. Yes!

9. Showing emotions during our Family Home Evening Lesson. For our lesson we talked about our Veterans, our freedoms and our county and then we watched a video that brought me to tears. It was really a touching experience to teach my children about something that I feel so strongly about.

10. Emmett asking me, "are you happy?" as I am crying during the lesson.

11. Gage following me with his eyes after I set him down. love that :)

November pictures thus far